Sometimes I feel as if I'm racing time. When constantly rushing to get things done, I fail to stop and appreciate the simple things in life. I miss the little things, like sitting with my friends in the morning, or reading a fantastic novel.I feel that I have less time to express my emotions, or even feel anything. It's numbing. I hate this feeling. I think that it has taken a toll on the relationships I have with my friends and my family. I see myself drifting from my friends, and have no idea how to stop it. It is like I am slipping away from the group, because I've changed, and so have they. Maybe the change is a good thing, but I'm not so sure about it yet. It is unsettling because I am afraid I will wind up alone.
i often feel the same way. it's hard to just chill, you know? sometimes it makes me feel better to think about how our lives are relatively long, and that free time will always find us now and then.
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